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Sunday, April 29, 2007, 6:17 AM

savemefromthosesorrows.

darn . was a bad bad day today . tons of tons of problems arghhhhh !
sobs
went t meet odi . yay ! my long-lost-friend.
omg , he made me like so embarrassed can !
gee . but it was okay la . after all , he was like kinda quite caring .
t come t think of that , it had been a while since someone was so caring towards me .
ahaas . =) thanks friend !!
after went home for a big big nap .
fell into deep sleep . laughs .
shiock ! * drools =)
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meet my bitches after that =)
went slacking as usual . after like two hours of a
DOING-NOTHING-THING ,
michelle came t meet us .
hope she isnt like tat sad anymore . *cheers =D
borrow ah fu's car again . went aimless without any destination kinda thingy for like a whole darn hour ! hahha . nana decided for sembawang park .
hee . I AM LIKE SO RELUCTANT =(
cos upon hearing the 93.3FM ghost-telling stuffs .
arghh! dread to go like hell .
*SHIVERS CAN !
haha . nana darl , i am so soooorrry t ruin your plan . despite the effort that you ran all the way home t get newspaper in order t prevent our buttocks from getting dirty . thanks darl . i am sso sorry !
loves loves <3
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omg . i did the worst thing on earth that i SHOULDN'T do . i felt so guilty .
i fell like stabbing myself like so darn real hard .
sorry ah fu , sorry bitch =(
i promised not t be a trying t act-smart-alex and not to be so tempted-t-drive .
* i pleaded guilty .
went fot prata . was supposing t eat like one greedy pig . but i lost my whole darn appetite .
i feel so contradicting . i feel so lost !!
what was am i suppose t say ?
what am i suppose t do ?
how was i needed t react ?
what else could i say ?
boy , to a certain extent , i pity you . but somehow , it hurts me more than all i could ever feel .
why would things turn out that way ?
how could i help you ,
when you doesnt even wanna help yourself ?
if i could turn back time . i rather be the one suffering all this .
be that angel that could set you free.
i feel so speechless
maybe too disappointed , i guess !
i hate this overwhelming feeling , and dread for it t haunt me .
savemefromeverything =(
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i have no choice but t give up ,
why dint you left me an alternative ?
- i wonder .

savemefromdrowing!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 2:29 PM

the misery had just started . a lie had just been told all over again .

wth ! i hate this . this farking stupid incident sucks to the max .

i feel like killing him !

he's wise i guess . but i am even wiser .

he dint plot his plan well . and i got it by hand so easily .

should i feel whatever that i was suppose t feel ?

argh !

where did he went then ?

what should i do then ?

i felt so bloody lost .

wtf ! why is he repeating this farking stuffs?

i called his camp t double confirm .

how i wished the answer was YES . but then , i expected a NO :(

i dunno my next step t move .

no feelings as lovers . but , then still a memory .

as simple as a friend , this will still cause me some sorrows and affects me

i dared not utter a word to any others .

i felt so disappointed.

so loss for words.

i knew this was never-gonna-end .

what am i then , suppose t do ?

suffocations !

Tuesday, April 24, 2007, 12:34 AM

ALL I NEEDED WAS THE RAIN ,TO COVER MY TEARS !!!
i dread t do everythingg . its like so ...
i dont know what's really happening in my life . i am like so ..
lord . stop this torturing session . i cant save myself .
that's like so-very-sad :(
i dont even know how t think now .
omg ~
speechless !
tomorrow is tuesday .
should i feel happy or sad ?
iampondering ):

bitch : i hope you are so fine . i promise you i'll shower you with my all . give you my best . rely on me . i may not be the best , but i'll give my best t you ! loves <3

booooo~

Saturday, April 21, 2007, 1:07 PM

i am so bored . just woke up ~ wtf !
i am so s so freaking ...
bitch just called . saying that aloy was on straits time .
omg . it states motorcylist driving without licsence. darn .
stupid reporters without brains .
dont they know that there are witnesses to prove
and , then . still TWO ~
please !
just because of your kpo-ness .
you might just ruined someone !
selfish people !
what had the world come into ?
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my life is affected so seriously but the free sunlight , free rain .
wahhaa !

ssdc day !

Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 10:48 PM

POST FOR 12th april =)

went to ssdc today =)

yea . i finally enroll and book for my car lesson.

and my basic theory test .

good luck to me then !

wing failed her bike's practical 2 .

gosh !

gonna enroll my bike with sookyee soon .

NEXT WEEK , NEXXXXTTT WWEEEEKKK !!

working this weekend .

argghhh !

i dread working .

but i need MONEY !

chomp chomp

Thursday, April 12, 2007, 10:09 PM

HI EVERYBODY , THIS IS ALOYSIUS (the professional)

HAPPY EATING AT CHOMP CHOMP =)

BIG BIG SUGARCANE =)

CHOMP CHOMP ON TUUEESSDDAAAYY ! =D

*drools =)

a lonnggg night !

went chomp chomp to eat with my bitch , aloy , yueting . slept till like evening.

omg . i looked so much like a walking zoombie .

dark eye rings . and so restless . sharks !

food there was nice , spicy though .

lips burning sensationally RREEDD!

arghhh! sugarcane pleasseee !

ps : sugarcane there was so bbiiggggggg !

shiock =D 3 bucks only .

wing and aloy was like enjoying food-ing like fark

but , i and yueting , vice versa-ly

sugarcaning like fark ! =(

*i am pitying my lips , joyed as well , suddenly become so SSEEXXXYYY !

=))

after eating , head back yishun . went aloy's house . then , that was the happening part =)

aloysius become the hair professional . wanting so much to help all the girls do temporaily rebonding . ouch ~ it aches all our hair !

* skill-less , bad example . sucha disgrace , pukes !

but it was nice anyway !

omg ! suddenly i became so contradicting =(

so mucha alike deep down that bleeding heart .

ps ; by wing : aloy was enjoying himself , and forcing all of us , though yueting 's hair was straight enough =)

went cyling after that . had been like ages since we ever cycle . yay !

i am so so excited . whoo ~

i am so lazy t blog suddenly ! ggrrrr *

.... to be continued .

- the continued =)

dint went much places . hahas . went for pratttaa =D @ 291.

yumyum. had 2 pratas , and putu mayam without coconut . so sad. they an outta coconuts . =(

after that met colin and his wife . decided to ride to lower seletar .. gosh . before we could ever go . we were darn UNLUCKY =x

#1. wingg and i fell . she was partially injured

#2. colin's wife tyre went flatten

what more could be worse ?

arghh! riding back the darn slope . %#%#^&@%&@

THAT'S THE WORST WORST PART !

nearer had my breathe all GONE . wing was behind me . i was cycling her back the steep steep slope .

aaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhh !!!

i wished i already back home , lying onmy shiock shiock BED !

bye :D

something's wrong !

Tuesday, April 10, 2007, 4:53 PM

=)
bored !
slaccking again ! =(
i dread t slack . makes me sooo lifeless , so aimless .
NO ONE CARES ANYWAY .
i am going crazyyy . someone save me . *tsktsk .
if i take a good look at myself . i am sure t realise that something is WRONG . SO SO SO SO WRONG !
arghhh ! *yelllsssssss
i wanna get busy , get busy , BBBUUSSSYY !
=(

time and time again . i create this problem for myself
that's nothing i can do t change this fact .
i am kinda very tired .
farkkkk !
did you realise all your mistakes was fatal ?
shit . i feel so so loss
i cant bear seeing you alone .
i still love you baby .
but its becoming lesserr and lesser =(
i am sorry . my feelings fade without me realising it .
i feel bad . but i cant help it .
i wasnt included being a thought spared for .
thats so so pathetic .
i dread to admit .
words seems so unspoken , i brought insufficient courage t say them out .
once again , i am sorry .
but , i still love you
i want you t live on
face your own mistakes , be responsible for the problems you created .
was that so so hard ?
you let me so down . too down that i ever knew how t climb back way up high .
i felt like i was crawling in the dark , looking for answers that you dont left any clues behind.
so low , so alone .
i hope i can find a second reason to pull me through,
like how i did like the past.
i'll try , baby . i'll try !

make me understand what's going wrong ?
dont let me be so alone .

DDDUUUHHH ~

Monday, April 9, 2007, 3:11 PM

i was supposed t go for jobs-seeking today !

waiting for nana t call . but my timings are facing crushes =(

thus , i think job seeking today will be stroke out . *pouts

gonna meet aunty in probably an hour time . helping her with the shifting of some

furnitures . guess that's gonna give moomoo a hard time

p/s : HE GETTING FATTER AND FATTER!

*laughs !

frog - leg porridge yesterday was yummy yummy YUM YUM

even though SPICCYYY ! =D

my lips was burning sensationly RRREEDDD ! *whooppss

the hang-out with my bitches waas as usual adding a hunk with an indirect opposite suppose-t-meant meaning ! =x

aha . KIDDING LAH, RELAX LAH BUNG =D

slack outside . whhoo~

i bought an VERY EXPENSIVE STUFF for myself ,

or should i say a few ?

HHYYPPEERRSSTTTOONNEESS !

broke ~

was wondering how true wing's dream was suppose t meant ?

*laughing so loud now !

and then

aloy's one . VEGETABLES , HERE I COME . CHEW CHEWS CHHEEWWSSS =D

*laughs continues ....

arrrghh!
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I AM SOO SOO LAME ! =)

setting off in another 45 mins time .

nana hadnt called . think she 's sleeping.

darling . i really appreciate all that you ever did for me .

with so so so so SSOOOO MUCH LOVES <3

thanks irreplaceable =D
this shall be in green . cos tat's your beloved . aha =)

*kisses

ps: I WANT MY CLASS 2B ENROLLMENT !!
arghhh! MONEYYYYY !

MONEY MONEYYY COME T MAMA !!! =D

*ssccccrrreeeaaammmmssssss

so desperate for $$$$ ! =(

grins ~

Sunday, April 8, 2007, 9:11 PM

the whole was like , bbbbboooorrriiinnggg (lifeless tone)
i dont have the urge t blog suddenly .
MY LIFE IS SO MESSED UP ~
I AM SCREWED !
was supposingly t ZOO today . but . cancelled without notifications .
arghh! i dread t live on another day .
=(
cries *

HARD-CORE CRAVINGS !

Saturday, April 7, 2007, 3:45 PM

BORINGGG !

stuck at home ! ggggrrrrrrrrr !!

baby couldnt go out , or rather , he chose not to .

arghh! sucha boring life i am having .

I AM STUCK WITH HIM !

so disheartening . rip me apart please = giving me a shorter route :)

LOSS FOR WORDS ~!

surfing side by side with sookyee . arghhhh !

she is damn lame ! =)

t lazy t blog suddenly !(=x)

I WWWAANNN TTTOOO BBEEEE SSSSSTTTTTTRRRRRREEESSSSSSSSS FFFRREEEEE !!

cant get enough of you !

Friday, April 6, 2007, 10:42 PM

you made wanna LALA ~

sharks , i felt so like arghhHHHHH !!

save me pleasseee , somebody . lend me a helping hand !

my feelings are overwhelming ! *but for the wrong person !

is that a way of self protection?

i think i need you . but there aint room for improvement ,
THERE ISNT ANY POSSIBILITY !

WWAAKKKEE UUPP ~

wasnt i told to kick you out of my door ?

hadnt i remind myself not to think of you !

fark , why did your farking profile overwhelmed my heart !

goddamnyou ! %^$%$%$&&amp;##&

the feelings seems so CANT-GET-ENOUGH-OF-YOU !

i should convince myself that its was just a stupid redundant CRUSH

and its like DDDUUUHHHH !!!

*pouts !

SSTTEELLAA , SSTTOOPPP IITTT !!!!!!!

back to reality ,

enough of DAYDREAMINGGG !

moomoo's father called . arghh!

he said , he made a police report so as in to catch his own-blood-running-through SON .

argh . i was loss for words for a second. dint knew what to say !

baby , you are making my love for you so insecure

i am losing hope . you look so much like a fugitive .

i am sorry . i am really trying hard to love you as i could

but i am afraid , i cant hold on long .

my heart seems dis-obeying me !

prove me wrong will you ?

i need that to keep me strong !

GIVE ME A FULL BLAST POWER , cos i am feeling so ripped apart !

i missed my fulgid smile that i've lost !

DRAGONFLYYYY !

, 10:29 PM

MAKE ME HIS FOR A FEW SECONDS !!!!

ARGGHHHH !!!
SOOOO COOOLLLLLLLL !!!

-i wanna be yours green man!-

POUTS ~

, 4:19 PM

i am recalling !

THE BITCHES !! =D

just woke up from lala land ~

dread to wake up ! so tired !!

baby hasnt reached home yet . fark sia .

* make fishing his GIRLFRIEND pleassseee !!!

COME FISHES , COME !!

then i will sing ,

hey hey you you , i dont like your girlfriend

no way , no way . THINK YOU NEED A HUMAN ONE !

~ LOL ! , SO LAME !

dragonfly yesterday was kinda fun + bored + eyes captivating for me !

YES ! i finally found one man that led me in having the urge to FLINGGG !!!!

* just kidding !

damn ! i am going upload tons of his pictures !

ffarrkkk !

his eyes really captivated my <3

SHARRKKSS ! i wished i was his , for a few seconds /

SOLID VOICE ,

SOLID LIVE BAND ,

SOLID MAN+s ,

SOLID MUSIC !!

arghhh . enjoying became the later process .

he looked at me , and gave that smile . guess he realise i was staring at him . with my eyes almost popping out !

whooo ~

but however , guys like him are heart wreckers lah !

thousands of girls goes crazy over them !

orh yea , there was two anyway . BUT THAT GREEN ONE CAUGHT MINE ATTENTION ! =) * iamsoproudofthat !

* shall upload pictures of them later ! lazy to on my labby !

pouts ~

PHEW ~

Thursday, April 5, 2007, 3:08 PM

WTFFFFF !!!! i realise i had become so nerd in this blogger session !
in the end , arggh ! stucked at home , right in front of my lab - tobby !
BBBOOORREEDDD !
still not on good terms yet . sharks !
I AM SOOO SOOOO ANGRY ! GGGRRRRR !
ps : someone , pass me a cold cold ice wwaatttteeerrr !
YYYEELLLLLSSSS !
darn ! i need a job , plsssssssssss !

recalling wing's face yesterday afternoon till night . its alright larh darl !
things aint that bad . hope you are feeling better !
true to say . that fellow's car was kinda in a pity state but , you werent on purpose la !
MY UNCLE MOVED HIS CAR TO ANOTHER PARKING SLOT ,

fark , i was wondering his face when he saw the car's condition !
DDAAMMNN , i dint dared to think !

=)
stelllaaaapphhhuuaaa !
what happened to your life ?
STOP RUINING IT !!!

ARGHH ~

, 2:58 PM

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