Sha-la-la-la-la
Sha-la-la-la-la

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from Heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once and a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart will let you go, and I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la la la la, I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once and a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go, and I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la la la la, I miss you

I know your in a better place, (yeah)
But I wish that I could see your face (oh)
I know you are where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once and a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go, and I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la la la la

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once and a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go, and I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la la la la, I miss you

ah boy gonna drive me out tonight !! t idk where with her friendssssss. & i just tried very hard t wanna book my TP online but idk why cannot lehhh and it reads that i dont have PDL laaa but its like right in front of me. Oh my so holy shit, i gonna make a trip down tmr for the booking if not im gonna start work this coming tuesday then im gonna be sooo tied down already, so STELLA phua you better hurry and complete what's incomplete. Stop di-di-dey-di-ing like shitass! OOOOKkkkkOOOkkk -.-'' shhhhh!
ah boy and bear gonna come over my place now for a 2 rounds of mj before we go out :) ok, i needa mop the floor now cos mommy is shouting into my ears. & she just mentioned something vey cute, she asked if i realised how impt she is t me ? then im like yea mom, becos without you i think my ear drums would not be functioning so well, your voice made me adapt very well t loud noise :)

ok, i love you laaaaaaaaaaa !
baby's coming back t mama in another 17days :D

Days are drawing me closer t baby :D soooo, HELLO love !

Bitch, t be really frank, whenever i think of you and those days we ever shared the pain that aches deep within is really kinda OUCH ! Idk why you keep mentioning how hard you realised what friends meant ? and why are we not contacting ?? T me, i feel its not the who that contact who an important factor, buden whats the problem that both parties find it hard and awkward and rather not wanna contact the important question and sad thing. I think i saw you seeing yesterday, but i aint sure why and whether did you see me anot. But i was feeling rather down when eyes contact exchanged and you take the first turn and look away. I hope its my judging that's faking and playing with my eyes. I still wish you well, and it really seems that you are leading a better life without me and its quite a sad thing i dread admitting. You are still someone that will stay a place i kept for you safe and sound.

Signed Singtel contract and will commerce work on the 1st April :D HAHAHA
Finally im gonna get really tied down at work as this is a 6 months on going thing that i need t fulfil. Its gonna be a stop-and-minimise-mj session after this week and i have been like one very typical ah sor that been playing like NON-STOP ! OH damn me ! This is really shitass t some ah sor(s) laaaa -.-
Im gonna visit baby next monday and HAHAHAHAHA

It was really a sad thing when you did mentioned how you realized friends meant? In some way or rather, you might feel that we aint contacting but on the surface, its vice versa girl. Im not sure of whats the main reason that we drifted soooo mucha apart ?! Maybe we shall both look into this and think back. I admit, there are really couple of things which i know are more important t you than anything & i made a decision that i hope will help the both of us. There was a moment i was feeling really down becos of one thing after another that happened when you aint around but im not sure if it was referring t me? It did left a very great impact deep within but i found no way t tell you all, maybe it was a very hard lesson taught when i can still feel sooo pain when i recall . We will still be here, and i hope you dint misunderstood that we are M.I.A-ing. Maybe, its just a beginning that we are all living in the wold of our own where boyfriend and family applies first. Take care darl :)
If you think back, i hope you can recall the thick and thin we past throu, for a moment maybe you can realize how strong those were and it aint anything that could be replaced or abandon. Maybe the bond aint uniting that mucha, but those days aint for nothing :D

A whole night of mahjong is :D :D ;D ;D
& i think its really becoming my fav pastime alrdy as im really over relying on it tooooo much so recently. But not t the extend that i cant live w/o it laaaaaaa, lol.
Its a rainy sat and im feeling tired & empty. Due t the rain, im rather lazy t walk out for foooood and 4D :( so cold

& my someone is coming out really sooooooonnnnnnnnnnn ok :D

im really gonna die of real boredom any moment !!!
OH PLEASE ! i need some love now, some sweet talks and a tight hug.
Ive been in daze(es) like one freaking nerd for quite some time
I need t honey up my life, cos this is totally sucking my balls ooook!
i wannna rescue you out t come t my side now babyyyy !!!!!!!!!!
if only it was within my ability =(


this is totally irritating me .

OH YEAH + YA ! its been almost a month that i have passed my advance :D
I bought my PDL but hadnt gotta myself any instructor t book my TP
wtffff !! HOW DUMB CAN STELLA BE ???????
omfg ! dropping dead really sooonnn :S

my brain stop functioning for the time being. wtf!!! pfffftt
baby, i wanna whine in your arms NOWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!

Watched 'step up 2' a couple a days ago. It was a really LOVE and thumbs up movie.
I must say im really very into those beautiful dance steps nowwww ~!
Baby is coming out in a month time. Been long since i last saw him, awhhoa.
Im having real short but crooked bangs now and im looking real nerdy but i dont take pictures so recently that i think the used t be like one cant-stop-taking-own-self-picture-stella like soooo .......... idk, but somehow i think im really indifferent from the past. I see myself like one who really cant take my eyes off baby, who need girlfriends sooo mucha, who actually bothers very much by all the judgments. But now, someone who can live by herself with only one or two around :)
It all takes a moment of heartache t grow up. Seeing yourself growing up in the process in exchange of getting heartache is kinda worth it. Its both good and bad in a way, and live aint easy. I will cherish those that really do love me, giving my best in all.
Im heading for this concert later !! and im quite excited now. HAHA
I've gotta a dirty lil secret , I MISS BABY LIKE F.U.C.K now :D
teeeeheeeeeeeeee

life is all about UP and DOWNS

its been really long since i took any effort t laze in front of labby trying t surf and pastime. What a boring saturday ~ !! Cropped at home having nothing better t do and as i read back those earlier posts, its always having nothing better t do that seems t be the reason why im blogging. AGHH ! like soooo meaningless ~
IM SUCHA BORING PERSON !!!!!
Been job hunting over the week, its either it aint the right one or like gotta the feeling of being cheated :( Its seems cool t be an event planner but was like going around asking for charity ???!!!! roll eyessss @.@
i miss bf really many and its gonna be real soon that he will be back!!
A countdown of 39 days ! It had already been almost 200 days boy and i believe you'll make it all worthwhile.
I believed that i learn the hard way and bleed the right way.
It was mucha more than a disappointment girl, so much that i could feel the pain, so much that i really wish t run away from you.

I SWEAR MJ IS <3 , and hello i dont gamble for a living ooookk!!
its just a fav pastime when you 'man tai zi mo' and not think of bf :D haha