love just called, he said that he bought me a DS lite & i scolded him like why wanna waste money? aiyo ! then he replied say its cheap, its worth the price + the best part is, BUY FOR YOU STILL WANNA SCOLD PEOPLE -.-'' i mean, im happy that you think of me becos you are afraid that im will rot at home and very bored etc. I just have t admit the fact that girl's thinking really varies from boys. Girls always wanna save money in those gaming factors but rather spend on clothes etc. On the other hand, boys always prefer gaming. Thou its only $180 for a first hand, but my heart still like wow WOW WWOOWW!! ok, thanks love. I appreciate it but i only know how t play cooking mama. lol maybe can try out the dishes that is being taught at home. Uber bored at home, no mj today. I might be heading down t cityhall t accompany love back home. Im really rotting at home. Wasteful saturday :( Met wing for lunch just now, aunty came t look for me last night. I called justin for the website t dl some songs but the problem is i do not have my SD card with me. F ! Starring right at the com, typing whatever that i could think of. ARGHHHH!! i just wanna deliver baby asap, at least there's someone t keep me company like during a boring day.

HATE - to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest

ps: what hate you are inferring to? just hope t let you know, this is being toooo strong a word. :)

Nothing really big happened at work, so im thanking god really hard :D Everything remains the same. Love was being really supportive and i got this present from him last night, quite cool mp3. The SD card just happened t pre-load some nursury rhymes in it, so before i turned in t bed i played some of em and soon fall asleep =_=
Another present was from aunty and meimei, its really like uber cool for meimei's one. Its her lil art craft; a combination of 2 paper plates, some green straws and cotton wool & it did made me feel like a lil mother. She told aunty t pass it t xiao wuwu =) how heart warming. What esle could i ask for ? & aunty's card did helped alot in expressing your feelings. Puay laolao, its the same, internally! Thanks for even assuring with your p:s im the only one who recieved it. Thus, i present you something very funny and special. Pls dont rofl when you see it, but appreciate cos only i will think of such dumb thingy ( very proud of it ) =D

Its really funny when a matter is being stirred and started but could be turned into ignorant and acting blur. Thats really a uberrrrr clever move which i've learnt from you ;D GAO ZHAO sia ! Telling lies dont solve the problem, one fine day just one bloody fine day you will be expose for all your "good" deeds :D hahaha

ah boy named him zedren !
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ZEDREN OR ASHTON !!!!!?
like can call ren ren or ton ton when he grows a lil older :)

Things are getting a lil annoying. Hello, whats the real big problem? If you have anything against anyone, please be frank ! Stop beating ard the bush like one of a kind. THATS HOW YOU SHOULD PHRASE THIS SENTENCE (for yueting)
I dont have one problem with you but i am really quite irritated when i read joyce blog. What the hell has it gotta do with you that i dint reply the tag and you must make sucha public annoucement & should make such big confession ? It doesnt really have anything related t you right? Thus i must thanks joyce for blogging everything out, even such personal conversation with aunty over MSN. & for joyce, pls its not the first day you ever know me. Im not those who will keep saying i miss you i miss you. If you are so concern over what yueting said and wanna make your comment so strong like i dont care etc. Hello, by all means. Like how i can picture things in my mind. You like very surface things ? Sorry, i dint really get your well intentions. Pls make it real bold. Im really annoyed by how yueting stirred the matter, like one (i cant think of any word t describe for the time being) but what ever it is, i still know how the bond meant and how you ever lend a helping hand. Must all these be CAPITALISED or what ? Please! Actions speaks louder but not all actions and feelings must be shown ? So, yueting are you feeling happy now like how you should. Thou, i just wanna let you know. Go on, Spoil everyone relationship. Let the victim carries on. Now even one pregnant women you also wanna tackle. Real cool sia. Buay tahan. Like that also wanna advertise how attentive you can even be, my tag board also wanna scroll and see i got reply who? never reply who?the more you do, the more you are likely t be expose. Act innocent all you want, act happy all you want. Plot your plan t rip people apart better, dont let the chances of getting expose get away. Spend more time on that instead on me and my tag. Cos it will not do any good t you. You aint a threat t me at all !

The very last part for aunty,
you are a very important role in my heart, like how you mention t me. Things seldom get hard t understand between us. You made me grown up, taught me those very important factors of life. Making me change from a cry baby t make a lesser cry baby. Somehow, i see the very lonely side of you in my eyes, no matter how you smile, how hard you laugh. i know you feel just lonely. Stella aint like last time, no more hard core meetings , no more hard core catching up but internally the bond is there. Im glad you assured me with those very short phrases during msn that day. Very heart warming. For your love affair, Its really a brave decision. Thou i've been wanting t let you know how much i supported and i can know how tired you feel, how much you bleed internally. Just move on with the lil ones. :D

ps: somethings, there isnt a need t advertise t make more bonds get closer t you. Whats yours will be yours. No matter how long, the bond stands. If it aint yours, no matter how hard you try, just carrying on trying harder ! :D

PSPS: the important factors are aunty and joyce!

i suddenly think lil one spread his lil male hormones t me, im very satisfied with the colour blue. -.-'' but imma not feeling BLUE ! lol

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A VERY BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MY ALWAYS DEAREST SHANNON TEO, ALWAYS DEEP INSIDE OF ME !

love's grandfather passed away on the 17th. His brain pronounced dead. Quite sad when i see all of them rushed to and fro the hospital and home. I wasnt allowed t follow as they say that the hospital is very dirty etc, not good for me. I stayed home waiting alone, with MISS NO GOOD companied. Funny things and phrases suddenly seem not funny, maybe becos i was also kinda emotionally affected. After all, they are my family alrd. Off day was ytd, and they left home uber early t the hospital t collect ah gong's body t prepare for the wake. I was told t be home-d until they called. When all's ready then im allowed t enter the wake. & seriously, idk why i dont mind the pan-dang cos its like a family and i believe very much love's family do care for me so much that they will want the best for me even in this situation. Plus my uber strong lil boy:D No one t cover the shift for me today thus i have t go for work, till 4pm. Working alone :( kinda feeling very tired. Grrrrrrr! Dint really sleep well last night cos love wanna stay at the wake with jian. Haha, i think im like one kinda ........ throwing tantrums, so hissy towards love. I just wanna him back home with me, dont wanna sleep alone. But, used so mucha t it, i dint manage dragging him back with me. lol --''
R.I.P gong gong
ah lu called t say bout the application for the new flats in yishun, i think im quite interested in that, i gonna drag love down prolly next week after the wake t enquire more, im afraid he might not be able for any leave when he go back t work. Im gonna for my scan in 5 days. VERY EXCITED INDEED :D

i just blog about something very cool but idk why it wasnt post up & its like superb wtf mode ok. I have t re-type again and i forgot some of the content that i used t puzzle the sentence. BIG F ! & Im having this very tough misson which require many many times brain storming. THE PROBLEM IS, IDK WHAT T GIVE MY BABY A NICE SWEET UBER COOL NAME. I got one in mind, ASHTON :D (very wide smile) some comments i've got
Nana = quite nice, CAN !
Wing = Not bad
Ah boy = Too common leh ! ( i gave her 3, all the same answer, ask her think she responded "WAIT AH, good things need time" but alrd like F long -.-'')
Been cracking my brain till i think my nerve and veins got affected, I had one dream last night and its real hilarious (in my point of view) :)
I was in a place, surrounded with many many baby stuffs & my mind is racing real fast by placing alphabets A - Z infront of ashton.
eg: Bashton(eerk) Cashton(like very $ face) Dashton(-.-'') Eashton(dont like) Fashton(yucks) and it went on .......
but quite a few did caught my attention, Jashton Kashton Sashton Zashton seems quite alright. I gotta jot these down and pick one, baby's name giving me a real big hard time but he's my precious so i must laaaaa ! love surely not gonna give me any nice suggestion cos he alrd named him wuwu. NOW every night come back from work says HELLO wuwu, today got kick not ? huh ! naughty not? wow, your mama very fat etc ending with big laugh. PLS bang your head against the wall love. F you =>

stayed at home with mum the entire day. It's really warm :D had lunch with bitch ytd and we spend quite some time doing quite alot of catching up. Hang out with ah boy and hweeting on wed, they were extremely sweet. We went all the way t marina square just becos i wanna some steamboat kinda buffet, they companied w/o any complain. We had hotpot culture and was quite yummy. Head for some chilling with the rest over at bugis and love called for food cos all the shops closed for the day, he gotta no food. Had t walk quite a distance from bugis t sim lim laaaaaa, but boy and ting offered t company me, hahah. Very happy shiock feeling i felt over that second (so safe) =) & now, im waiting for nana t come over for my dinner, just feeling very lazy and i wanna some eat-in and i whine and whine like million times. thanks honey :D Im really protected by these few, but it seems soooooooo :D
love will see a very happy girl beside him soon & she will kiss his eyes, nose, mouth ending with ilu -.-''
love started talking t xiaowuwu after applying butter cream for me, his really uber funny and i think his making a really good change already. very contented hun hun.

love was great last week and im proud of him, very ! Went down visiting him @ work cos im darn bored staying home alone :S EXPO was darn bloody packed with people, omfg. i went back after a while cos i gotta no patience :x working full shift today and im dreading for work cos im feeling uber lazy. Been questioning for hella times why i cant feel baby kicking me? gosh! :D
gonna pour soon, i think i only know how t come online, log int blogger, start typing very randomly. n'wae, i miss my ah boy cos she was supposed t be my company last sunday. tan hweeting called last night @ 2am and said hello, sleeping ? ok, bye bye ! lol. wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!!! she forgot t tell me her nose stopped running.
love finally called t say xia hen da yu -.-''