while waiting for the video t get itself uploaded, i think i shall update how ashton had been recently. All i can ever think is he can be a really loud baby, be it crying or playing! i swear he is. I gotta few videos of him screaming but i dont have enough time t upload all now as im will be rushing t work in about 15mins. Hahaha, tmr will be off day so i think i might be free if mj sessions dont take away me. lol -.-'' ton ton is not really feeling well these few days, he's suffering from blocked nose and he is really very 'yang orh' abit abit cannot, abit abit wake up. Its been extreming tiring t take care of him these recent nights. But the weird thing is, he can still play and scream like one kind. & i cant help t shake head, cos while screaming, his nose is partially blocked. I wonder ~ One very exciting thing is he's gonna get introduced t baby solids. hahah, im so eager for it t come, and now he can sit w/o supporting his head for prolly 10-20 seconds on my lap. haha, still he eats and sucks his hands like nobody business until almost the whole fist can hide inside his mouth. Sometimes he has t hit 200ml of milk before he can sleep soundly for 3-4 hours. omfg, he gotta really big belly :) Brought him t see my doc and doc said he's having slight infection. i think becos this like boy screams too mucha. ps: idk if i hold my phone t near t him thus making the scream abit hoarse or if its becos he screamed far tooo long like almost 1 hour like that non-stop that made his voice hoarse. lol ~

i think my blog is kinda growing fungas alrdy. Been really busy with hard core mj session in the afternoon recently and when i back with ashton from his infant care, im almost 3/4 dead. haha, My lil pui bom bom is screaming far toooooo mucha and sharp recently. idk why he likes t do that? but its making the whole family laugh like F! haha, He's having kinda stuffy nose now and i hope the irritating shit can be cleared asap. Im been developing int a uber light sleeper that i can wake up far tooooo many times in the middle of the night that i get annoyed t even wanna shut my eyes. Ashton's far toooo bright cos he will only remain as good as he can be when he sleeps beside me. Omfg, & he's my daily alarm that rings off at 7am. Oh my pretty lil baby, mama only nnneeeedddddssss t wake up at 7.50am. :(((((((
black eyes rings made me haggard la f shit ! $@^&*#^*&@$%^#&



&&&&& ps: thanks t the passerby that noticed my dumb error. hahahah :DDDD
i needa upload pics asap, but i wanna catch my drama series. lol
e-x-c-u-s-e-s !

seriously i wanna blog but i dont know what t blog about, so i just log in t post some nice pics of ashton. haha. happy belated 4 months my son!!! Ashton's really cute. idk why, but i just feel very motherly now! I cant wait t pick him up now. Father in law ask me why i nvr put ashton t his playpen t sleep? then i answered him, i dont wanna ! i wanna carry him cos i dint see him the entire day ytd cos im on full shift. lol, found a new pattern t make him smile. haha, He really can baby talk so much. &&& he smells soooo nice! He's offically 3/4 botak now. left the front part nvr shake -.-'' so young wanna be stylo small potato. OOOOKKK !! did i mention idk whatta blog and now, im almost hitting 10 lines. When i start t say bout this son of mine, i think can publish one compo liao. So long since compo-sition came visiting me. haha, lol! brought him t SSC that day, & he cant stop screaming tryna seek attention. lol, scream then lol t himself -.-'' All the aunties came surrounding him and talk t him, best part is he can baby talk back. Ah goooo, gaaaa gooo gaaaa :)

im feeling so so so tired right now. internally. why?? why do this t me? endless stress you led me int. im almost tears. i just ran outta way t ease myself now.