i cant sleep and this timing is really !!! turned and talked t dear but he hmm uhhh then slient and snored, so bored. Its been raining cats and dogs the whole afternoon and now started raining again. Ashton's sleeping and i gottta the urge t disturb him becos i cant sleep, hold his hand kissed him so many times no reaction. The weather toooo nice alrdy, but i think if he wakes up. I wanna sleep, lol ! :D Conclusion is, im real bored. Rushed t SSDC this afternoon and luckily i got back on time for work and im being really absent minded that i cant bring ashton t infant care and brought he back along with me t work. Luckily all the way i have been praticing kia-su so he got many extra sets of towel and uniform there for him t change into. Last minute desicion, happy t say that luckily my advanced haven expired but sad t know that im only left with 3months t pass, if not must retake final theory im sure t lost the motivation. ARGH, if only ashton came 2 months later i think im already a class 3 holder. kia-si, scare the TP on 25/09/08 fail then waste money then choose t wait. Now have t rush like mad. Find instructor until will die :( Why advanced only can last for 2 years ??? & wth am i still typing like one ???!! my mind and brain cant coordinate this timing. lol tmr cant wake up or feel very tired better dont kpkb. stupid pattern so bye ~
anyway, HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNI BABY, thou its already 10days late but being late is better than never.

idk how i develop the feel t change my skin and i used 2 hours editing everything & now i lost the urge t post all ton's photos cos i intended t sleep and now i wasted my noon facing the com, clicking the mouse, copying and pasting HTML codes. My eyes nearly gave way. In another 30 mins im gonna take ton back from infant care and yesssssssssss, cfm no beauty rest. ok, drop dead now :S

i think its really time i should come and update, since im free and i only have t work at 7pm. I have lotsa pictures nowwwwwww. 1st, maybe i should share my first time cooking for tonton. This is how it looks like, lol and when i see him eating and sucking. omfg, the feeling is really motherly + shiock. :D
Boil the ikan bilis soup as the shang tang. haha, act one shang tang siol. whatever, keep boiling and watching the fire with tonton screaming can die, really die. Carry him and stir the soup his hands wanna go touch the pot. cold sweat + hot sweat every now and then but why still haven slim ?!!!!! #&@#%^@%#^@ next post ltr. HAHA!

PS: this picture is taken 3weeks ago. rofl

Ashton's new toy. Went t malaysia on Wed and bought many stuffs, needa head for lil's infant care soon. Just pray that he recovers asap, i dread t see him sick :( no energy and soft cries really breaks my heart.

bottom-line: im uber lazy t update or do anything now cos im worn out by the constant activties of nursing ashton