

the misery had just started . a lie had just been told all over again .
wth ! i hate this . this farking stupid incident sucks to the max .
i feel like killing him !
he's wise i guess . but i am even wiser .
he dint plot his plan well . and i got it by hand so easily .
should i feel whatever that i was suppose t feel ?
argh !
where did he went then ?
what should i do then ?
i felt so bloody lost .
wtf ! why is he repeating this farking stuffs?
i called his camp t double confirm .
how i wished the answer was YES . but then , i expected a NO :(
i dunno my next step t move .
no feelings as lovers . but , then still a memory .
as simple as a friend , this will still cause me some sorrows and affects me
i dared not utter a word to any others .
i felt so disappointed.
so loss for words.
i knew this was never-gonna-end .
what am i then , suppose t do ?