=)
bored !
slaccking again ! =(
i dread t slack . makes me sooo lifeless , so aimless .
NO ONE CARES ANYWAY .
i am going crazyyy . someone save me . *tsktsk .
if i take a good look at myself . i am sure t realise that something is WRONG . SO SO SO SO WRONG !
arghhh ! *yelllsssssss
i wanna get busy , get busy , BBBUUSSSYY !
=(

time and time again . i create this problem for myself
that's nothing i can do t change this fact .
i am kinda very tired .
farkkkk !
did you realise all your mistakes was fatal ?
shit . i feel so so loss
i cant bear seeing you alone .
i still love you baby .
but its becoming lesserr and lesser =(
i am sorry . my feelings fade without me realising it .
i feel bad . but i cant help it .
i wasnt included being a thought spared for .
thats so so pathetic .
i dread to admit .
words seems so unspoken , i brought insufficient courage t say them out .
once again , i am sorry .
but , i still love you
i want you t live on
face your own mistakes , be responsible for the problems you created .
was that so so hard ?
you let me so down . too down that i ever knew how t climb back way up high .
i felt like i was crawling in the dark , looking for answers that you dont left any clues behind.
so low , so alone .
i hope i can find a second reason to pull me through,
like how i did like the past.
i'll try , baby . i'll try !




make me understand what's going wrong ?
dont let me be so alone .