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same game; diff rules
Recollecting
I learnt as I bleed.
Nothing is easy becos
you're my bad habit;
i couldn't bear kicking
爱让我们流多少眼泪?
mixedfeelingoverwhelming !
Thursday, May 31, 2007, 1:34 AM
sharks ~ !
i am so freaking lost !
i dont wish t stay on another moment !
zouk yesterday was pretty alright .
enjoyed the music , enjoyed the dance ,
AND , BEST OF ALL . enjoyed the company !!
yay !!
cousin's birthday as well !
whoo ~
HAPPY 20th cousin !! =D
underage event was also held .
darn pack with tons tons of teens .
hurhur ! we went t puture instead .
was overcrowded at zouk .
mutiple droplets automatically formed =)
hurhur .
(imagine how hot was that + with air-con )
omg. haas !!
overall . i still feel guilty !
arghh !
i hate this feeling , but there's nothing i could do !!!
boy , i seriously hope that you are fine !
cos i really do care !!
i hope friends is the least we could , still be .
aarggghhhhhh !!!!
);

iamsorry,boy
Saturday, May 26, 2007, 2:35 PM
iamsorry.
i am truely sorry !
i really dint wanna things t turn outta this way .
but , i cant find my feelings for you anymore.
it wasnt that strong . it faded as days past by .
i couldnt find the right word t explain
but i dint wanted t hide .
i know the words said , HURT YOU .
i dint wanna make empty promises and dash your hopes .
i know you're true .
i know you really wanna change .
but , i guess . my heart couldnt accept your return.
i couldnt find a reason for me t turn back .
in fact , i am afraid for history t repeat itself .
sorry boy .
make it my fault this time.
blame all faults on me.
hate me if you really want.
i am not who i used t be anymore .
i find no answers t this change in me ?!!
i wanna know so badly .
i think , for now .
i wanna remain like how i am now.
alone with everything i have now .
i think thats more than enough !
dont save your heart for me anymore ,
cos i really dont wanna stab it again !
i am sorry baby !

sighs!
Friday, May 25, 2007, 1:21 PM
i think i am contradicting !!?
i am messed up ):
wth wth wth !!!
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i hate contradictions !
and i dread for that t happen !
my head's spinning !
i guess , it just takes time .!


PAULA DEANDA -Walk Away (Remember Me)

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Yeah, I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
And scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know you like to play PS2 '
Til 6 in the morning like I do
I can't explain this feeling (yeah)
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on (uh huh)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away I can't forget how we used to be
I can't forget how we used to be our life
From day to day hopin'
Maybe you'll come back and thou
I tell myself not to be afraid to move on
But it seems I cant
But thou a new man has given me attention
It aint the same as your affection
But I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question ,
Does he kiss me on the forehead before we before we play
Show up on my doorstep with a bouqet
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say baby I love you like you used to
I can't explain this feeling (I can't explain) (yeah)
I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on) (uh huh)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away, yeah I can't forget how we used to be
I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me
The things we did, the way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me, my friend, my love, my family
How did we lose the love that was meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her, wish that it was you that I'm kissin'
Sometimes I miss him, wish that it was you that I'm missin'
Sometimes I hug her, wish that it was you that I'm huggin'
And I realized how much I'm bugging
I miss you So how do I express this feeling
'Cause nobody compares to you
And you know that she'll never love you like I do (Yeah)
I can't explain this feeling (uh huh)
I think about it everyday (everyday) (yeah)
And even though we've moved on (yeah)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away I can't forget how we used to be
(I'm gonna remmeber you, you're gonna remember me)
Forever you will live in my memory
I'm gonna remmeber you, you're gonna remember me)
I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away (walk away) (Forever you will live in my memory)
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away I can't forget how we used to be
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me



):



Thursday, May 24, 2007, 8:56 PM
oh yea .
OT tomorrow !!
ARGHhh !!
thou 9bucks !
but , i have t work from 10-10 the next day =(
gonna be ttiirreedddddd like shit !

hurhurhur !
, 8:40 PM



PS : THIS IS WHAT JESICA AND ME DOES AT WORK ! (:
hurhur .
making full use of the entire toilet is my upper hand thingy larh !
smiles =D
i cant help it . too boring at work !
recently always SLACKINGG !!
hahas. working seems t be a very ON thingy for me already heh !
i dont wish for work t end immediately when i just started .
( which i really do last time . omg ! )
but now , hurhurhur. shiock !!=)
bitchh wing just complained that she dread working !
alamak !
she's too into BOY-FRIENDING larh !
(that's what its takes t have a lover )
we need t learnt how t make time t spend for each other
we need t pamper others
we need t do many ______ .
I DONT KNOW !!
so irritating !! i think the opposite sex seriously do sucks !
omg .! WTH wth wth !!
or am i abnormal ?
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-totally lost !
SHOULD i give you a last chance or should i NOT ?





Monday, May 21, 2007, 1:02 AM







omg. cousin's super4 rocks larh !!
i really wanna enroll !
baby, i wanna ride on you soon !!!
arghhhh !
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hurhurhur !!
GOOD NEWS !!!
i used t dread t work !!
but now , i really love working larh !
thou tiring =)
but . shiock !!
hahas . most of the time , SLACKING .
time passes darn fast !
and , tomorrow . I AM GONNA WORK AGAIN !!
hurhur !!
-___-
my weekends was ........ (fill in the blanks)
hahas . i think it was meaningful larh !
bitching with my besties !!
i think they rocks ! even thou simple . =)
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.
.
i am gonna work the entire NEXT WEEK , then the following mon-fri !
awwhhh!
i am gonna be darn tired , i guess .
i am gonna miss bitching ~
=(
ps: for those whom i neglected -
I AM SORRY !!! =)


Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 9:38 PM

















SWENSENS !! =D
- i think nothing meant more than these !!
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LOVES <3
I dont get enough sleep . and i think that's why my head's spinning .
work tomorrow .
having OTs =)
hahas . 9 bucks per hour !
yay yay !!
OTs on friday againnnn !!!
argh !
i gave up zouk today cos of WORK !!
* ohwells,baby. SOME CLAPS then .
hurhurhur
alarm's set at 6.20am
cheers ! * LONG DAY !
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P/S : PAMPER ME SOMEONE !! i wanna be pampered !!
i dont mind being a stuck-up mummy's girl !! =x
whoos ~
boy , i think i locked you somewhere safe and sound in my heart !





lossofwords !
Monday, May 14, 2007, 4:22 PM

had been always down with bitches at wing's granny 's funeral !
hope things does goes well for her and family !
REGARDS ; REGARDS!!
MAY seems t be a season for break-ups sessions .
ahha .
for instance , there was like 3 - 4 yesterday and the day before !
arghhh ! sounds so trendy outta sudden
ps : attached isnt an " IN " thingy now !
* ITS OUTDATED ! =D
sighs . sound so sucky !
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.
.
i think ,
i am all outta love .
bye );

inaudible sound .
Friday, May 11, 2007, 1:39 PM
I DONT NEED A MAN !!
loss of words for now .
feeling darn bad since last night . arghh !
this feeling is taking control of my soul .
i feel so small !
i dunno whom to turn to .
i dunno who i could ever trust .
everything look so artificial !
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.
.
LEAVE ME ALONE !! )=


so ~
Friday, May 4, 2007, 12:19 AM
i having bad cramps ):
argghh!!

EMO-ing =)
Thursday, May 3, 2007, 1:09 AM

i think i am EMO-ing like RIGHT NOW .
omg , what is happening ?
pouts ~
slack like the entire day AGAIN !
gosh , i seriously think my life is upside - down
was HOME all day long *claps
hahas . t come t think of that .
i loved being MAMA's girl (:
hahas .
i am bored suddenly
argh !
SO CONTRADICTING !
yesterday was hells . luckily i dint break down , which i think i almost did .
help me!! i am that helpless :(
sighs
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-you dint notice my fears

Tuesday, May 1, 2007, 3:01 PM





















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