i woke up feeling uneasy .
afterall , i still dont feel good .
imma feeling terrible . (SHUCKS ~!! )
omfg . i cant handle the truth .
but mom's breakfast cheered me a lil.
thanks sweetheart ! (:
gonna accompany mommy t the polyclinic alrd.
then . gonna bark her t go shopping with me .
you see , only with mama .
EVERYTHING WOULD BE FREE ! (;
shiock ah shiock !
hahah . then . i think i wanna trim my messy hair later !
i wanna cool and fun hangout tonight
i wanna free myself from those heart-sinking thous .
i wanna forget all about you !
i made a decision .
is t let go .
i'm aint being weak .
imma just strrong enough t let go.
i shall remain calm .
i shall not bother . you shall not affect me anymore.
cos it seems so hopeless .
i pinned high hopes . but you ruined it .
i dont regret falling for you .
cos i believe those times that you led me on aint for nothing .
even thou , i dont see anything anymore .
imma contented that we were once that close .
i know nothing is gonna be the same .
i need t move on .
i cant be like a child .
BIG girls , DONT cry .
( that's why i dint , i decided t reduce hurts !)
take care . my friend . my brother !
this will be what i will treat you after NOW .
(((: