i got all those symptoms surrounding me , which i think that it had seriously concerned me . affected me and WHATEVER ~ i couldnt sleep in peace , eat in peace and basically NOTHING IN PEACE . my feelings like totally worse than sucky .! oh god , thats bad , so bad .! jeff said that i lost all my charm and glow in me . i aint the same old noisy irritating crazy and those disgusting shit i used t be alrd. and you was the bad ass that create this diverse change . maybe i dont expect that . WTF wtf. imma missing you like ssooooo freaking mucha . and i hate the feeling you fucking left behind . wtf . created another shit for myself . baby . i feel so helpless without you la la la !!!!! ); give me some peace . i dont wanna another torn heart wrecking session . like , ENOUGH !!!! but , i still cant let go . afterall , the dumb ass that appears is your irrtating face nose mouth ears whatever . EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED . where you went dumb ass ? dont make it seems like you had pronounced death . it will take my fucking life time t digest it !! OH MAN !!