so sucky ! rraahhh !!!
when i know about his whereabouts.
i was freaking shock la .
like soooo stunned .
i start wondering .
feeling so insecure . wtf .
hey boy , why did you went sooo far ?
who could you be with ?
what is this all about ?
omfg .
my head's spinning again !
and imma like , still stunning .
haha . so many hours already la ,
even tiny cant stun any for sooo long .
okay . retarded example.
imma kinda sad .
i feel so bad . like , i was thinking.
was i the cause of this ?
was i the one who made you lose all hopes ?
but i guess , my hopes were all dashed by you .
wtf .
for so long , you nvr been so freaking far away from me .
years , you are always a call away . or maybe , i dunno .
but now , you are nowhere t be found leh .
only until you contact her . then she will let me know .
omfg . this is making me feel bad .
nothing t do with jealousy .
we are just friends and ex-lovers !!
and you and her is a NO-NOOO !
she's like an equality t you la.
I KNOW THAT ! AND TRUSTED , DIGESTED THAT !
but , why do i still care soooo darn mucha .
what is this shit ?
aarrgghh! ! stab me someone . thanks (:
this morning . i had a few ridiculous ''prank calls''
like calling then hang up .
wtf. another shit !
anyway . i miss you la . but we will
not go back t what we was alrd.
becos , i restricted myself from you .
dont wanna history t repeat again .
just wanna know if you are fine .
HELLO !!!
i feel very sad la . when i know that you left .
and i dunno who the hella you are mixing with .
i feel so far from you .
the confidence of your love towards me like suddenly sank .
haha . i sound soooo selfish !
wtf .
WHATEVER ~
i just cant stop thinking of what is still happening ???
fucking shit !!!!
( can i flush it away ? )
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