had plentiful of fun yesterday !
omfg . imma happy . real happy .
went a few places (:
isetan , cine , marina south .......
took neoprints like TWICE
and then head down marina for dinner
and like NOW , imma soo fcuking lazy t be in detail
so please gimme an excuse for that .
hahaha . darling yueting is so like cheeky can ?
she wasnt able t seafood at all .
due t her tummy thingy
she was like eating while our attention wasnt on her
she was like EATING LA . omfg .
that's how bad she can be !!!!??
naughty chap . alamak.
AND AFTER THAT , I FELT LIKE A PRAWN + CRAB
I TRANSFORMED INTO ONE STINGO (:
WOW !!!!!!!!!!

i think the sun is good (:
enjoying my ice blended mocha .
on my way here , something superb embarrassing + weird thingy happened la
omgf , the bus i took got a bird in it
and i know this sound like superb ............
i dont know what ?! but , indeed THERE'S A BIRD IN IT LA !
while the bus driver was tryna catch it ,
i tell you , omg that stupid dumb bird like was totally freak out la
as birds are very sensative those kind ma
then it panicked and like flew towards my direction
omfg. the bird freak , and it freaked me as well
I SSSCCRREEAAMMMEEDDD like superb loud la
then the passengers on board like ALL laugh at me la
superb pai seh man.
i giggle la , t minimize my pai seh-ness
haha . oh god

i dont know why the hell am i not sleeping but blogging ?!!
and like wtf . i cant shut my eyes at all
i dont know what and why had you done that t me ?
imma wondering , and imma seriously in doubts
thou , we are just merely friends .
like super-normal-those-type-of-friend
but i still feel hurt when things occurs .
dont ask me why ? COS I DONT KNOW !!
i dont feel good at all yesterday .
maybe if you dint text me after things had happened
I WOULD HAVE FEEL BETTER , THOU I HOPE YOU DID .
i rather not ;
i dont know what imma feeling now
and this feeling's definately sucked t the max ; MMAAXXX !!!
i apologise not becos i did smth wrong
it's becos , i feel that i shouldnt had reacted so harshly
i should have took things easy . its like , i shd had try t understand your stand at least . that's all .
okay . maybe i do feel a lil what-so-ever
but , i dont wish t know for now !
at least , gimme some lil time t think
cos i dont wanna wait till its too late when i realise imma over
dependen towards you .
i dont wanna wake up one day , then realise i cant do w/o your calls and text
you get the point ?
i think it will nvr get t your head . omfg .
i just want some pride for myself , dont make me your toy or fool .
or something t make used of ?! ( which you had alrd did )
this is gonna hurt me , as simple as that
even being a very normal friend
WHO DONT GET HURT IN THIS KINDA RELATED SITUATION ??
out of a hundred , ninety nine does .
and the only one that isnt hurt , IS HEARTLESS !
this is like sooooo .
let's stay this way .
i think its really better
make our stand clear !!!!
F-R-I-E-N-D-S !!
imma going crazy ))):
as for sam , imma sorry .
i dont know what's the right way t solve our misunderstandings
i dint wanna act like one lunatic tryna t do some no-sense actions
or neither do i wanna sent those redundant texts t you
girl , the closer imma t you , makes me even further !
get it ? imma just insecure . and ACTIONS DO SPEAKS LOUDER .
i've lost my confidence towards our bond totally ):
there are many things i cant find ways t solve
there are many things i cant talk it right
imma suffocating , within myself .
there are many things left unsaid , maybe its really benefits that way
let it be , time will tell .
and ping pong dint put aeroplane la uh .
((:
ride carefully ping pong .
NINJA IS TOOOOOO BIG FOR YOU !! ahaha
look like one tortoise not protected by its shell
alamak !

a sight of relief , i guess this is how i feel ?!
imma not sure yet .
things are becoming better alrd
and imma happy for my darling chen yueting :D
get well soon ! speed recovery one ah !!! (:
good luck for your exams t both sookyee and wing
and ping pong , get your ninja DONT YAYA
ride with extra caution alright !
and i think
we had just recieved a big big big aeroplane from you
ASSSS !!!!
omfg . i think they are starving alrd
stupid aeroplane ping pong !!!
i dont know how imma feeling now ?
and this sucked

imma feeling real bad.
i dont know why ?
i dont like this feeling that's overwhelming me
but , i guess i still needa continue feeling this way
arhhh !
i just hope everything is fine for darling yueting
and imma sooo sooo sorry that i neglected nana this way
and com'on people.
stop asking me about where is that dumdass whereabouts and what-so-ever
gimme a lil break please ?! imma pleading
its none of my fcuking business
and i REALLY DONT KNOW !!!!!
so , just stop it .
he will appear when he likes and want to la .
we had become VERY NORMAL FRIENDS FOR MONTHS you see ??
S-E-P-E-R-A-T-E-D W-A-Y-S
saw the 'ed' ?
it means past tense !!!
i just wanna a lil space for myself
imma suffocating .
so thank you for doing me this nothing-t-do-with-me favour
i sincerly appreciate that (:
as you can feel ?
imma quite pissed by everything
nothing's going the right way
everything's really ; seriously screwed and messed

can anyone lend me a helping hand
i needa rely on someone real hard .
i really think so )):

gonna stay at gf hse again !!! ((:
many things are like REALLY HAPPENING NOW !
one after another
ONE-BY-ONE !!
i cant explain what i feel !!?
and oh mother fucker
its happening again . imma sooooooo pleased i dint fell into your trap
oh yea ! well done myself :D
I FEEL SO HENG LA .
and yea . wonderful dumbass
continue this , you are bound t suffer (:
W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L you see ?
many things we dont see eye t eye
and yea . god blesses me
dumbo , i cursed all those bad bad stuffs on you .
dont call me an evil , or if you really wanna do that
i cant be bothered anyway .
imma gonna wash my hands off your everything
so when things do repeat again
please dont call t say nonsensical rotten rubbish !
cos you see , i alrd mentioned
N-O-N-S-E-N-S-I-C-A-L-L-L-L-L-L-L-L !!
you're sucha let-down
sighs , nothing gonna change this pathetic sight
well , you may have tons tons of reasons
or should i say EXCUSES?
it may work out once / twice / thrice
but , please . be practical
heaven will nvr always be by your side .
omfg . imma loss of words
and for now ,
chen yueting .
everyone will be there for you !!!
NO MATTER WHAT ; we'll stand by you
wipe away your tears , cover your fears and hold you tight (:
we love you like holy shit
and we detest guys like fucking shit
t other guys ; no offence :D
okay , good luck t ping pong's 2A finals tmr .

just gotta home (:
HOME-SWEET-HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hangout with aunty , yueting and nana was like
never endless talks and whateverrr
omfg . things just happened like sooooooo ???
i dont know how t explain . but imma really feeling sooo bothered now!
sighs . good things just like N-E-V-E-R happens
and bad things befalls .
thats like superb bad
anyway , imma always here bitches
we do dumb things together and everything .
we UNITE darlings !! <3
okay . that stupid dumb asshole ljzsbfahazisf had just like tryna
sacre the shit outta me
saying what red colour water and whateverrrrr ??
imma gonna kill that dumbass soonnn !
and yea , you'll dead in no time uh .
(((:

WTF . ALOYSIUS CHEN JUST FARTED IN MY ROOM . ANDDDD
ITS LIKE FUCKING STINKOOOO CAN ?!
OMFG !!! GOSH !!!!!!!!!!!!
* press nose !!! *

i just got outta bed , and my throat seriously ached like fuck .
i think imma gonna suffer from throat cancer with intense inhaling
like by the age of 30 and below
what shit . its like sooooooo freaking pain can ??!!
and the pain alrd persisted like for a million yrs ??!!
wtf . pass me some 'pi pa kao' someone ? please !!
saw madeline yesterday . hahah (:
was at chambers la , with as usual andddddd
my car's highway code gonna come . like 15/8
and i should be mugging alrd , if not . i would fail again la.
omfg . which i really dont wanna t la
wth . who would wanna fail la uh ? imma talking nonsensical again
like what crap ? haha
this is like freaking bored la !
wing just called and she and bf wanna come over t watch
the ghost show at my place , i think SCV channel 56 or smth .
OH LORD , i just dont understand why they like t pay attention
t it and scare themselves ?
anything that links t horror , i know nuts bout that .
lemme think of where can i have my breakfast plus lunch since
they are gonna watch horror in my living room ?
but i dont wanna eat in the kitchen , cos like freaking hot in there
arrgghhh ! then my face will have t ONLY look at the food leh .
sharks ~
CANT THEY JUST DONT HORROR???????

okay . wing and bf's sleeping like one big superb log.
and i cant get t sleep . i think that i have like one fucking pea brain
oh thank you (:
browsing my horoscope for today
and i dont know and since when i've been clinching so close t my horoscope like almost every post i will like do that .
wtf and this is for today ;
Follow all your whims today, and let spontaneity guide all your decision-making.
Follow all your whims today. you have an awful lot of drive right now, so why not channel it wherever you feel like channeling it? Let spontaneity guide your decision-making. Even if people are telling you not to worry about something, you don't have to obey. If you feel that something fishy is going on, you're probably right. A recent commitment may be concerning you, so look deeper into what's happening. You can back out of something without making anyone angry or disappointed.
.
.
.
and i think i feel very random now /
i dont which and which i shd follow la?
i feel something is fishy . and i think imma perfectly right !
there is a recent commitment concerning me , but i dont wanna look deeper .
cos i dont wanna fall deeper. and that rhymes la uh !
just let it be neutral la . tsk ! this is not what i want !
what fucked , this sucked like HELL you know .?

ps : teach me wrong from right , imma falling )):

BEING HAPPY IS MY PRIORITY !

i should have nvr take it so personal . i should have nvr find faults with myself . i should have live better . i should have look on the better side . i should have widen my vision . cos i deserve better (: i dont want anyone t hurt me . be it an intention or not . what shit what fuck . i rule my world . having what i am having now is MORE than enough . having my dearies rocks my all . i dont wanna ruin it myself . and my mood now is so cramped , cos i dont know what is the point imma trying t voice . but imma not crapping . somaybeishallcontinuecrampping !!
hahaha . imma gonna meet wing alrd. and bitch , i will stay by your side . life should be as simple as possible for me . cos i just want a simple life :D
am i that retarded that i can do all these talking early in the afternoon ?
OH MY GOODNESSSS !! i think i really need t shit now !!!

Today is a very good day for you to get what you want
whatever that may be.
and this is a lil paragraph of my horoscope for 9/8/07
omfg . this is freaking soooo untrue .
like wtf plus what shit
it is not-a-very-like-good-day-can !
imma feeling so unwell internally
like i darn dont know why ?
this feeling simply rocks my ass (:
like so uneven , both sides seems so fragile
i aint crapping thou bored la
SSCCRREAAMMMSSS ; tsk!
i think its darn obvious that imma shitty bored
i can like mother hell ass blog 3 times a day
oh my goodness , and i dint wanna type in a short-form
like OMG . imagine how much bored-ness imma suffering ?!
THANKS AH DAO FOR CHANGING YOUR NICK T LIKE
( stella is a freak !! )
i cant stop loving her . tsk tsk !
and shaun , can you stop telling me you slim down ?
VERY NOISY LA !
go tell mummy , she will entertain you .
and oh , i think imma kinda like freakng paranoid la
too bad ; so sad
cant helped it , i dont know why ?
and now , ah dao changed it t
( stella is a freak !! a real freak .. )
i am still tsk-ing
and she's got sooooo many FREAKS !
like freak here freak there freak now freak later
freak up freak down freak right freak left
omfg . maybe i shd name her miss freak? (x
and for now ,
my question is
" how it is t feel loved again ? '
at times i just cant seems t fucking understand the piece
of shit i forgot t flush , then leaving myself t stink t death .
OH , THANK YOU MYSELF !!!!
oh , this might be crap ??
maybe i fell into the hole that you dug w/o knowing ?
omfg . i hope NOT !!!!
if yes , GOD DARN YOU (:

gosh , imma freaking bored
wth . imma cropped at home
wing is sleeping like a log beside me
but i just cant sit still !
superb boring
imma awaiting for something which i know
will never come anymore
appeal as a dream.
i decided moving ahead
going against those mixed feelings
here i am again ,
standing helplessly infront my cross junction
wtf .
i started emo-ing at home
haha , stella . SHIT YOU LA !
i think this DOESNT MAKE SENSE AT ALL .
okay . whatever ~

okay . i had been throu a ''wonderful'' night
all thanks t my ''WONDERFUL'' friends ! lol
suddenly imma soooooo lazy t blog
cos i know i gotta a whole chuck t explain
argh !! but i still needa continue
cos its gonna be a lifelong funny memory
AH PONG IS THE MASTERMIND !
so imma gonna revenge on him . lol
BEWARE ! pong sai kou (: hurhurhur
went over t 111 t meet them
played old maid
and they all cursed me t get the joker
both is that ping pong sai kou cursed the LOUDEST !
laugh the LOUDEST ALSO ! %@&@%#*$
and for twice , i gotta it
omfg . I AM SUPERB SUAY CAN );
forfeit twice
wtf .
first time i sang the national anthem
which mostly i really forgotten how t sing alrd
then i think this benson's bro keep lending ah zhong his
freaking phone t record this and that
superb lose face la
after finished singing the whole national anthem
they played it superb loud
omfg . well done guys ((:
secondly , i kissed the dustbin and allow them t take pictures leh
wow !! like superb model leh
wtf , luckily the dustbin not smelly plus they allow the joker
t be place in between my mouth and the dustbin
or else , i think quite shiock ah
COS NO ONE WILL EVER HAVE THE EXPERIENCE OF WANTING T KISS A DUSTBIN LA UH !?
wtf , ah pong . i think i really needa kill you
(;
i had a good day afterall ~
with so many laughing at me . wth . haha
happy national day S'POREANS
:D

a beautiful wednesday
a beautiful morning
i seriously hope nothing ruins my day (:
imma awaiting nice nice things t happen on me larh
wtf wtf wtf , LIFE'S A WHORE !
like daydreaming or whatever
rrahh , tmr's gonna be NATIONAL DAY !
like HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPOREEEEE !
aunty just said my life is always soooo black and white
i wonder why ?
haha . maybe what she says is true uh ?
what does black and white really stands for?
are they just colours ?
or do they signify the dullness that these colours contain
omfg . MAYBE IMMA JUST BLACK AND WHITE LA !
should have just admit (:
nothing bad bout it , i guess .
i have shifted my version back t the oldies.
like , EVERYHING'S black plus white
oh my oh my . thats crap
t come t think bout it , it would be very boringggg leh
then like just now till now
i've been trying t explain black and white
ala , stands that imma one boring ass also
shuan is getting on my nerves !!!
imma gonna screw and comb him now
this naughty lil bum's getting outta hand
omfg . all thanks t daddy mommmy always giving him everything
he wants !
and i tell you , he's pocket money gonna be freaking alot today
imma gonna PROTEST ! I MUST !
that's freaking far toooooo biased .
oh , COM'ON . what fcuk la !
went for work yesterday (:
and omfg , it was hell when it comes t the journey back
like , FINALLY ah fu wasnt there t fetch me after work
yueting and me was like freaking tired
IMMA ONE SPOIL BRAT LA + UBER LAZY
i realised how's great with ah fu ard (:
i missed him ! so ah fuuuu , faster come back from your holidays !
tsk tsk

:D
maybe i'll look like that one day
you-might-nvr-know !
hahaha !!
and imma sooooooo bored
almost closed t death
roars !
i wannna whoolala ~
oh yea , imma supposed t update about the movie on saturday
i watched ALONE with many
and i wasted a freaking 8 bucks by covering my eyes like almost
THE WHOLE SHOW !!!!
darn . wtf
I HATE HORRORS , I DETEST HORRORS , I DREAD T HORROR
but , everyone wanted t watch
and i urged t movie
so i found faults with myself
like making myself so freaking scared
eeerrrrkkkk , those irritating sound effects + horrible sights
all i gave a pass and miss ! haha
so i think i only like watched 50cents t a dollar the entire show
sucha waste uh .
too bad , so sad !
i think i only remember myself
pressing my ears and my eyes shut
ah pong ping pong was sooooo uber funny la
he was also afraid , then he cover his eyes with 2 fingers each
haha . lol
HORRORS WITH BE A CROSSED AND STRIKED OUT EVER .

imma being a complete sensible daughter for today !
ahhaha , mommy dint nag at me at all !
and yay ! (:
i changed the bedsheet for myself and bro
REFRESHING ORANGE MAKES ME SOOO SLEEPY !
stuck at home like the entire day
whoolala ~
freaking bored , and i guess
MY SUNDAY'S GONE LIKE THIS !!
be it good or bad
at least i achieved something
: DD

okay , SO MANY 'S' becos my name starts with S
and this is crap !
what fuck ! imma superb boring thou working
and imma like sooooooo tired .
i dint hear any sound from my phone the entire night
but when i woke up , there was like 5 missed calls
and 6 messages !
i think imma deaf.
or am i superb tired ?
i used t be a uber light sleeper , but now , i think IMMA A HEAVY ONE !
lol.
okay . whatever it is
imma very worried for wing
sighs . darling be strong
imma always always here !
you can rely on me and aunty and nana !! (:
hugs babey !
and for now
i think imma gonna continue slacking on the office table
like NOBODY'S BUSINESS
rrahhh !
and imma going fcuk off .
EVERYTHING SUCKED .


fairy tales dont always have a happy ending , do they ?

i think imma really straying from love
read my horoscope today .
thou true , but but BUT
t me now , love is the last time i will think of !
wtf
IT SAYS :
Real heat is growing between you and someone else,
but it's not what you expected.
There has been some real heat growing between you and another person,
but it might not be exactly the kind that you were hoping for.
Try to be open to things working out a little differently
from what you've been imagining,
because you still have a lot to gain from building a relationship with them.
Being more flexible about your expectations is a good idea,
because right now there is some polarity in your life that is going
to force you to go back and forth between disparate tasks or people.

ok , okay . GOD !!!! oh man
and this is freaking true
and imma soooo like wtf
i think , i better be careful .
i dont want t fall for the wrong guy
and neither do i wanna get my hopes dashed

omfg . LIFE'S A SLUT !

imma sorry .
i shouldnt had hurt you again.
thou unintentionally
but , imma feeling very very bad
i dont know how t make things clear
i dont feel good at all
i suck at handling this
imma a BAD ASS !
name me anything ,
if that's the only way t make you feel better .

tsk tsk !
imma like a superb lazy young disgusting lazy who loves t sleep
but you see , when one day i sleep less than like 10 hrs
i feel so uneasy .
like cannot-dont-sleep-will-die-that-kinda
and omfg, this is all crap please
cos imma tooooooo x 263177622738 percent lazy t work on my rusty brains
and yea , whatever ~
couldnt company aunty for dinner later
and i freaking felt sooo bad .
cos i had t stay at home t wait for my brother's sim card t courier over
which its like , M1 provides sucha freaking good services uh.
or else , i think today i have t travel t either one of the outlets
which i think paragon IS THE NEAREST !?
and wth , its town la .
so thank you M1 , for saving my hella lotta shity of trouble
:D
i think imma suffering the worst stage of life now .
wtf

imma freaking bored .
like totally screwed .
and wtf
i just admit defeat t ah pong.
( becos i wanna party world tmr )
that stupid pong sai kou
hahaha , tsk tsk .
simply like lifeless
yea , imma gonna work on thursday
which is like one good news for me !
finally , i can like freaking work .
okay , went t celebrate yikwang's bday over at 101 , i think
then sang him bday song and plus plus plus
i think we looked kinda pretty unfriendly
omfg
maybe we were tired ?
feel so bad.
yikwang's gf was kinda sweet , she kept asking us t join in
thanks sweety!!
hope you dint felt that we were rude + unfriendly + attitude la !
oh man , i still feel so bad !!! sorry !):
dint gotta eat the bak kut teh / fatty pig legs
that the 4 of us got cravings for .
all closed alrd , duh ~
like close t 10.30 when we were in search of it can !!!?
wtf
that's why , MONEY ISN'T EVERYTHING!
it started drizzling after that !
shucks ~
gonna be a cold and boring night .
i freaking hate it man
i think imma leaving myself in a total mess
good luck ~