imma feeling real bad.
i dont know why ?
i dont like this feeling that's overwhelming me
but , i guess i still needa continue feeling this way
arhhh !
i just hope everything is fine for darling yueting
and imma sooo sooo sorry that i neglected nana this way
and com'on people.
stop asking me about where is that dumdass whereabouts and what-so-ever
gimme a lil break please ?! imma pleading
its none of my fcuking business
and i REALLY DONT KNOW !!!!!
so , just stop it .
he will appear when he likes and want to la .
we had become VERY NORMAL FRIENDS FOR MONTHS you see ??
S-E-P-E-R-A-T-E-D W-A-Y-S
saw the 'ed' ?
it means past tense !!!
i just wanna a lil space for myself
imma suffocating .
so thank you for doing me this nothing-t-do-with-me favour
i sincerly appreciate that (:
as you can feel ?
imma quite pissed by everything
nothing's going the right way
everything's really ; seriously screwed and messed

can anyone lend me a helping hand
i needa rely on someone real hard .
i really think so )):