i dont know why the hell am i not sleeping but blogging ?!!
and like wtf . i cant shut my eyes at all
i dont know what and why had you done that t me ?
imma wondering , and imma seriously in doubts
thou , we are just merely friends .
like super-normal-those-type-of-friend
but i still feel hurt when things occurs .
dont ask me why ? COS I DONT KNOW !!
i dont feel good at all yesterday .
maybe if you dint text me after things had happened
I WOULD HAVE FEEL BETTER , THOU I HOPE YOU DID .
i rather not ;
i dont know what imma feeling now
and this feeling's definately sucked t the max ; MMAAXXX !!!
i apologise not becos i did smth wrong
it's becos , i feel that i shouldnt had reacted so harshly
i should have took things easy . its like , i shd had try t understand your stand at least . that's all .
okay . maybe i do feel a lil what-so-ever
but , i dont wish t know for now !
at least , gimme some lil time t think
cos i dont wanna wait till its too late when i realise imma over
dependen towards you .
i dont wanna wake up one day , then realise i cant do w/o your calls and text
you get the point ?
i think it will nvr get t your head . omfg .
i just want some pride for myself , dont make me your toy or fool .
or something t make used of ?! ( which you had alrd did )
this is gonna hurt me , as simple as that
even being a very normal friend
WHO DONT GET HURT IN THIS KINDA RELATED SITUATION ??
out of a hundred , ninety nine does .
and the only one that isnt hurt , IS HEARTLESS !
this is like sooooo .
let's stay this way .
i think its really better
make our stand clear !!!!
F-R-I-E-N-D-S !!
imma going crazy ))):
as for sam , imma sorry .
i dont know what's the right way t solve our misunderstandings
i dint wanna act like one lunatic tryna t do some no-sense actions
or neither do i wanna sent those redundant texts t you
girl , the closer imma t you , makes me even further !
get it ? imma just insecure . and ACTIONS DO SPEAKS LOUDER .
i've lost my confidence towards our bond totally ):
there are many things i cant find ways t solve
there are many things i cant talk it right
imma suffocating , within myself .
there are many things left unsaid , maybe its really benefits that way
let it be , time will tell .
and ping pong dint put aeroplane la uh .
((:
ride carefully ping pong .
NINJA IS TOOOOOO BIG FOR YOU !! ahaha
look like one tortoise not protected by its shell
alamak !