HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN CHEN YUETING :D !!
LOVES <3
we dint had a knife for the ice-cream cake
so , we used our fingers t dig dig (:
haha , thou a lil yucky but still yummy.
and no one dares t finger on the cake except the 4 of us !
hohoho ~
let the pictures speaks for the day
my hands are aching like fcuk luh , since yesterday bball
and my hands are telling me that they are rusting !
omfg ; poor hands shoulders back legs .......
and there is one irritating housefly in my room
i dont know what the hella its doing in here
and its like flying non-stop
duh ~
but but , seriously cant-you-just-get-lost ????
i dont wanna wake up with many many housefly bites
hahahahaha
and not forgetting its ah bong's bday too ~

PS : ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY , WE GONNA PARTY LIKE ITS YOUR B'DAY !!!
arghhhh !!! i know its freako lame and retarded
i know i know i know X 47387929302839374837483 times (:

a day outing with zhijian,khangyong,mingwei,sookyee,desmond
just gotta my ass home .
and i realised since how long i had been out t chill
life seems like work sleep work sleep work sleep
omfg . i did had a very well-planned day and imma feeling very happy !
like since how long i played basketball.
finally had a chance today , cos those boys was playing . lalala~
jian got his car lic alrd , and congrats ~
we went out after playing .
t few different places (:
chomp chomp for dinner , golden mile for pool , marina south t chill
bleh bleh bleh
i spent ample time playing and talking non-stop !
:D
jian asked me a question which i dont really know how t answer
was my love a habit / love ?
and i admit that i really do not know
but , for the time being .
i hope for everything t remains (:
for imma happy for what i have
let time decides , and the answer would show
had a wonderful night thou.
i realised this post was saved as draft
lol . bye!

i think my head's spinning now !!!
but i dont feel good at all
maybe a lil more alcohol could cure me
imma feeling so insecure
like for a moment , i lost the world
i missed you badly
and wished you were here t take away the pain
)=
could i be selfish for a lil while ?
could i pray you'ld appear in my dreams ?
i dont wanna wait for the day you would re-appear
cos i know it wouldnt be short
baby , imma really falling apart !
i really do hope the next sec is thursday
so , i would recieve your next letter t put me into a good sleep
and thats how much i need you
and how much you affects me !

was supposed t be fun !? cos i had been like waiting t meet up with
ah boy , ah ma and ah meh
and with all the AH-s , lol
but apparently , the day wasnt my expectations.
i just dunno why and cant figure out
but everything like so unplanned and dunno-how .....
woke up and met boy straight . she's late cos her mom doesnt allows her
t use the toilet , so funny luh -.-
was superb hungry and like we were so indecisive bout where and what we
wanna eat , i was like suggesting this , that , there , here
hhaha , i wanted so much for thai express but the Q there was like soooo
long , then fish and co which's equally as long bleh bleh bleh
we wanted head t chomp chomp. but was tooooo hungry
had t cab but the taxi stand packed
wtf , all things like going against us!
3 of us like lunatics , try picturing ! (=
arghhh!
then in the ended up in an indonesian rest
i wanted t take plenty of pics
but due t the walk here walk there , waiting
cant resist the food . so i ate like one ....
forgot t take photos . darn !!!
couldnt i bear for the lil while more ? i started t realize and regret only
after i finished eating . haha (:
ate like as if tmr mo more food like that . lol
omfg
headed esplanade t chill . then clark quay , boat quay
and we walked all the way from town t city hall
haha (: the stroll made me felt so simple and contented
i just dont know why. gfs was nagging and complaining that their
feets are aching , legs are breaking
but due t my persistance , they gave in . loves
lil lil things contents me . even simple strolling !!!!
tsk tsk !
headed t rest room at boat quay and a few guys treated us drinks !
thou , we dint knew why ???
started playing cards with gfs and one like guys like started talking t me
he saw my cards , and that's how he started the conversation
haha , then he joined in t play
then five-ten
like omfg, he play five-ten like shout so loud the number
then standing so close t me
my ear drums almost like burst can !?
relaxing la !
ah meh like superb forgetful
omg , and i think thats her X-factor
first , forget bring money out
second , left her new-bought phone on the sofa
third , when we left , forgot t take her hand bag !!!
omfg ! haha !
i almost bang the wall like real hard!!
lol

okay , my tummy's aching like fcuk .
i've been going toilets like the 6th time since dawn becos of diarrhoea
and its really torturing
ended work like only 6.30 dawn , my feets ache so mucha that i could bearly walk
):
like having so many blisters !!! POOR FEET ):
life's hectic , really !
could barely breathe , like yesterday
i think i tested like 800-100 phones luh .
wtf , my hands turned numbed and it had trained t become like superb used-t-it
8 more days t go . and imma going pull throu all these shit
for the sake of thailand !!!! grrrrrrr !!!!
and now , my tummy aching again
i think its really becos of either the
meesiam / curry fish that tastes like otah / kangkong ?
omfg . the pain is unbearable luh. freaking lord.
and yea , todays beloved ah fu's bday .
hopes everything goes well for him and his health and wealth prosper !
haha , the uncle that gimme almost all the i've needed and wants
he's the best man on earth . i really do loves him.
and soon , imma gonna head northpoint for a lil cake and get him a smart
lil shirty . haha
andthensuddenlyimmasolazytcapsyouknow?myhandsgottathefeelingofnumbness
andsore-nesslikeagainanditsgonnakillmesooncosireallydreadthavethisfeeling.
cositremindsmeofworkingwhichithinktheGLiskindaveryhardtgetalongwithcosshe
getssatisfiedlikeveryrarelyandalwaysthiscantthatcant,
evenliningupproperlytsignoutalsocant, andblehblehblehyousee?thennowlikemakeonenewcommandtcanONLYSTOPAT
6.10am.omfg12hoursoftestingphonesnon-stopiskillingmealrdbitch!!!!
and i think no one will ever understand what imma talking about
even if you understands , you would nvr waste time finish reading it
haha (: okay . like duh ~ !
okay,whatever !! who would luh ?? lol.

RECURRING THOSE DAYS , RAMDOMLY !
time really does flies , i admit .
and then , i realised ; i really did grew up from a lil cry-baby
imma feeling both happy and sad
seriously contradicting .
happy becos , i've moved on and see things on the better side
sad becos , i missed those days ! like very mucha
i was too used t every single things !
over relying on you , those small small things
i chose t give this up ,
not becos i dont love you anymore . i just wanna minimise hurt for myself
baby , this is heart-breaking
when i recieved your letters that states how bad you are hurt now and how much you do regret , imma melting from top t toe .
and i think , you were nvr replaced at all
teach me from wrong t right
tell me what am i supposed t do ?
its either a yes/no
but this is hella torturing .
and still , imma hating you !!!
):

lol. i was complaing t wing that we are gonna have monday blues
aha , and its like pretty true ! yea , AND HELLO MONDAY BLUES !
my off day was gone like that. i shutted my eyes at 9am
opened it like 6pm luh
oh freak . and i had a bad dream
my whole hand was aching when i woke up
and that dream was like , a pickpocket trying real hard t steal my
belongings , wtf. then i was like hugging my bag really close t me .
so afraid that i might get hurt , my hands was clinging so tightly
on my bag ; in my dreams ! and i think this explains why my hands ached .
haha , phew ~ i hope the thailand trip in oct will not lead me into
this at all ! like far far away pickpockets ! PLEASE !!!
thus , imma not gonna bring my phone , wallet etc . haha
imma gonna walk ard thailand like empty hand-ed
and this sounds so holala ! omfg
i know its like .....
haha . and this boredom's seriously torturing !
):
pouts~

just gotta my ass back home , and i dont feel like sleeping at all !
so imma surfing like so early in the morning where i can find no one t talk t ! arghhhhhh !! ):
had fun with fellows at dam , since like soo long i hadnt have a chance for outing
sense of satisfaction . haha
frog-leg porridge with nana and sookyee was yummmy yum yum , thou very spicy
reddish swollen lips .
horoscope for today reads :
strangers are just friends you haven't met yet
get out there and meet new folks.
and, while that usually might strike you as a tad bit too naive,
today it is absolutely true!
One of your next close buddies will cross your path today,
and it is up to you to make the connection,
take the chance, and start a conversation.
Will you recognize them?
Probably not, but one thing is for sure
you will recognize their sense of humor,
because it is an awful lot like yours.
lol. PRETTY TRUE uh ?! haha
AND I REALISED ; this post seems so .... ! haha
but imma happy thou !

and i've just woke up !! like superb tired !!!!!!!
superb shagged luh. my eyes look like its popping OUT
omfg. i look like a whatever-that-you-can-picture-in-your-mind !
haha. and imma still tired
i dont feel like waking up at all ; like not at all !
but then i woke up perspiring . superb hot .
felt like imma sleeping inside sauna . oh freak
i needa bath NOWWWW !

and once again , i felt like one dumbass !
oh my !
felt so mucha like a fool
thank you for making me feel this way , which really SUCKED !
and i think imma really gonna fall sick
i can feel my whole body aching
my forehead feverish
my dry cough , my blocked nose
its all not working out right , and darn .
i dont wanna get sick , no one will be there t take care of me
and being sick is soooo ...
no outings no oily food no bitching no roti prata-ing no ice milo
and NO t almost all , AALLLLLL !!!!!
but , the other half wanna be like superb sick
then , i can really take a break
i can be like a big baby .
even i have no bf t be there ,
bring me t the nearest clinic touch my head as and when t check the temperature
buy soupy fishballs noodle ensure imma in the right room temperature change wet ice towel on my forehead and say baby ilu , get well soon !
what fcuk ! i still have mom la :(
mommy will still be there , always
so yea ; haha .
i still have MOM :D

at times , i dont even understand myself
how could others understand then ?
no one heard the sound i made
which seems very pathetic
i cant explain what happened
and thanks , ITS HAPPENING T ME !!
wtf , plus
i think imma falling real sick like very soon
i cant attend miss tay's bbq tmr cos of work
and i really wish t go la . wtf
i miss my bball team
so mucha more than any others
i missed those playful days where i have no commitments
and yea , imma gonna bring those all back ! ALL !!!!
and shut up sookyee , you had been beside my ears mumbling t
yourself for like freaking long alrd in search for your
spongebob theme -.-"
and its hella irritating . haha =/
imma losing control of many , seriously !
and somehow , i missed you , quite badly .
but , you could nvr be able t show up and stand by me
i know , imma still who i used t be ,
and outta those that wanna badmouth behind
hello , i cant be bothered at all
maybe i wld be sad , sad becos i treated you more than a friend
but , if you are truely a friend
you would had tell me directly
and that are really what friends are for and called
dont always say who changed you changed i changed
everyone changes for a reason
including yourself
so , if you are so free t whatsoever bout me
i thank you for spending this lil time on me
but save it for yourself , but you really wanna continue
then so be it , i appreciate that you are willing t spend more time on me uh !?
then i'll eventually still get t know from people whom
you told , t make the bad side of yours even clearer
and hate myself from used-t-loving you as a pal .
the truth lies within and time will tell.
from now , i would only cherish those that cherish me
i'd rather minimize the love for those that are worth
i've got the list girlfriends !! but only a few (:
okay . maybe there are certain misunderstandings occuring
but i think i rather not clarify it
imma tired enough .
and i dont wanna continuing emo-ing
this sucks like hundred thousand and one balls !!!!!!

its mom's bithday ; 06.09.07
but i have no pictures t upload .
lol . dint had time for photos at all
and the past few weeks , my internet was like DOWN la
but now , its UP uh !!?
lol . i know its not funny =/
i accomplished many stuffs today
and imma happy for all :D
several trips t different banks
i feel so independent !!!!!
aha , and i think i can rely on myself
i dont need many , or should i say any ?!
many things had happened recently
and i've learnt how NOT t trust people easily
how t protect myself more than before.
afterall , imma only human .
i cant make all happy , there's are a certain limit i could go
so , i have t move on
i have t stand strong
i cant stop tongues from wagging
so yea (:
what's most important is ,
i have those that believes and stands by me
be it 1 or 2 , its more than enough !!!
imma happy thou !
and happy b'day mom ; hope you loved today and my present .