
at times , i dont even understand myself
how could others understand then ?
no one heard the sound i made
which seems very pathetic
i cant explain what happened
and thanks , ITS HAPPENING T ME !!
wtf , plus
i think imma falling real sick like very soon
i cant attend miss tay's bbq tmr cos of work
and i really wish t go la . wtf
i miss my bball team
so mucha more than any others
i missed those playful days where i have no commitments
and yea , imma gonna bring those all back ! ALL !!!!
and shut up sookyee , you had been beside my ears mumbling t
yourself for like freaking long alrd in search for your
spongebob theme -.-"
and its hella irritating . haha =/
imma losing control of many , seriously !
and somehow , i missed you , quite badly .
but , you could nvr be able t show up and stand by me
i know , imma still who i used t be ,
and outta those that wanna badmouth behind
hello , i cant be bothered at all
maybe i wld be sad , sad becos i treated you more than a friend
but , if you are truely a friend
you would had tell me directly
and that are really what friends are for and called
dont always say who changed you changed i changed
everyone changes for a reason
including yourself
so , if you are so free t whatsoever bout me
i thank you for spending this lil time on me
but save it for yourself , but you really wanna continue
then so be it , i appreciate that you are willing t spend more time on me uh !?
then i'll eventually still get t know from people whom
you told , t make the bad side of yours even clearer
and hate myself from used-t-loving you as a pal .
the truth lies within and time will tell.
from now , i would only cherish those that cherish me
i'd rather minimize the love for those that are worth
i've got the list girlfriends !! but only a few (:
okay . maybe there are certain misunderstandings occuring
but i think i rather not clarify it
imma tired enough .
and i dont wanna continuing emo-ing
this sucks like hundred thousand and one balls !!!!!!