im real disappointed in this. and i cant understand why must you act like one 3 month old toddler? omg. com'on !! we are already grown-up you know ? im not sure of why the quarrel started? and i dint start telling EVERYBODY that we are having a lil disagreeement. i have been trying real hard not t take what people tell me and what i heard and see t heart. but i think by reacting this way and doing such things are a lil over for sucha grown-up like you ?! and this is seriously affecting me thou i still treat you like a brother that were there for me when i face conflicts with my bf. and i believe that my bf still loves you like his brother as you were the only one he cares t mention in his letter but i dont even think you care ? do you ? gave you his address, if you did even bother replying or taking the first move t send your regards t him. then im sincerely sorry that i had mistaken you. forgive me for feeling this way , cos i texted you but there wasnt response. if you were that angry and unhappy with me, its not my bf that had provoke you. its 2 different matters !
all i hope is that, stop going around and tell everyone that the reason you quarrel with me was becos i was with another bunch of friends and bleh bleh bleh ? was that really the reason ? HELLLLOO !!! the main reason that i was upset and unhappy about was the way you kept talking t me ! talk so loud scream into my ears raising your voice at me. im not sure bout yours, but you can always tell me. yea, i know it very well that that's the way you are and you were always that way. but somehow, there are times when i cant take such treatment as well. dont try and say you treat everyone in the manner. i dont see you yelling into everybody's ears all the time. its disheartening many times. after that night of crying, i want that angry anymore and i dont know the reason why you were so angry ? thats funny isnt it ? i was the one being yelled at just becos i was having a lil mood swing that day, just becos i wasnt talking as much as usual , just becos you feel that i was showing attitude when i merely was just keeping quiet ???? when you are quiet and dont talk as much , do we yell and shout at you ? dint i answered you telling i wasnt giving any attitude when you started yelling ? hello !! as for the new friends issue , dont always use that as a topic for you t mention anywhere everywhere. werent you the one that say people should have many different group of friends ? dont always stay in one group. omg . there you are doing this , and here you are telling people you are angry with me cos im doing this ? and how often do you still see me with those that its so concerning to you? sometimes , you have t see the picture , but not imagine the picture . thats a lil too unfair .
i try enduring , try giving in . but it seems like i dont mean a single thing t you at all. i know im those kinda that can take jokes, can let people make fun of but there are times when i do flare up and times when i dont feel right
dont make this sound that i have killed someone or did something that can never be forgive . and did you tell others that we quarrel also becos you yelled really loudly into my ears ??? i bet you dint right ? im really disappointed. and if i mistaken you again, im sorry. and for what i have not forgotten, the issue that you mentioned t others, we had talked it out when we used t have breakfast in the morning ? therefore, it sounded really ridiculous to me.
i wonder, was it true that i was too easy t bully ? or its when i dont react like how others do when people starts t disturb me that will led t such stuffs ?
im not really pissed becos you tell others this and that. you have your rights and i believe you do have your own thinkings like how im having mine now .
in quarrels , both parties are at fault. but you dont have t make things till such a extend.

ps : im really annoyed ; and i dont wanna turn t gfs outta sudden ):
but bf isnt around.
sighs. i dont mind if none believes.
i'll be fine soon !
and forgive this post, i just wanna vent all my anger and
pour my sorrows t the keyboard that wont feel the pain. LOL