baby, i miss you so much. can you like come back now?
this emptiness is taking over my perseverance any moment
and its seriously killing me like wtf.
Its not as easy as i thou; not as simple as it seems. oh , wtf
i over estimated myself and saw reality
its so scary boy,
im drained mentally, and i dont know what's a better way t work my feelings out
i promised you that i wont complain, but baby im trying. oh wells ~
i thou i'll be fine, but im losing control ):
the letters written t you always seems beautiful, but internally i swear im bleeding
im losing everything, i wanna run away from this commitment but somehow
there's something that holds me back.
this feelings are overwhelming right now and i just cant take any step backwards.
tell me how long more need i endure ?
tell me whats on your mind right now ?
i dont wanna dash you hopes you pin on me, thus im finding the best way t work
my feelings right. and it seems so much like im pouring my sorrows t this keyboard that my 8 lil fingers are like typing with the speed of like .............
wtf, seriously i dont enjoy emo-ing and this stupid feelings sucks a zillion balls !!
but im down; darn down and so worn out mentally
i kinda lost the reason that i convinced myself t hang on. ommfg !!
lol. okay. i'll be fine after this.
i hope ~