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same game; diff rules
Recollecting
I learnt as I bleed.
Nothing is easy becos
you're my bad habit;
i couldn't bear kicking
爱让我们流多少眼泪?
confusing stars
Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 11:43 AM


Im just feeling so down; so compressed, idk why ? couldnt figure out what went wrong ?I just feel SO-NOT-RIGTH-FROM-TOP-TO-TOE. Things piled up so suddenly till i got sufficient room t breath. i was thinking, yea ! its so true that i have many friends around me. Quite an amount that there are times when i leave my closest and bf t feel so insecure. But gfs, i really wanna you all t know that yall are all the i ever need. I feel sad when i dont give you enough attention, i dont wanna yall t feel left out by me. buden, it seems so redundant t explain if yall meant the world t me, if im always repeating these magic words, it would soon turn out t be NOTHING BUT MERELY WORDS. That's how mucha i care for how yall feel. Sighs. This is affecting me sooo sooo sooo badly. I sweared.
There are times when i really wanna turn in t yall, but its just a matter of fact that i had t admit all of you have your role t play as a gf. I know yall wouldnt mind t console me when i really need a helping hand, but darlingss, becos i really cherish everything, its more that i dont wanna trouble yall cos i know even yall not here physically, deep down you're with me!!
sighs. many things making my day suck like rockstones. WTFF !!! i freaking hella dont understand why im being blamed for everything that's not done nicely or what-so-ever !! omfg. I really upset, and i felt so small outta sudden. TIME T WAKE UP AND DIGEST THE FACT THAT THE ONLY WAY T SURVIVE IS BE CRUEL AND GET YOURSELF AT THE SAFEST POSITION. if this wasnt for money, i wouldnt had bear all those blames and swallow them down my throat !! :( there are more behind which i guess im still unaware bout uh ? i cant defeat them, but im gonna do so !!
hard time will past really quickly, i just have t bear with them :)
i'll be fine. I CAN BE ~
and baby, dint you say you'll be there ?
oh ~ how true!


baby, your deadline is a day from now.
im really losing hope.