had been a really good girl, waking up as early as 7am t go for work. & i know this is very common, but idk why it dont seems t fall on me just recently. LOL !! nothing t be proud of i know -.-
Working is fun these few days after the change of trainer. Went into buddy session last friday and i answered a call. Was quite nervous but i think i did it well enough for a dumb beginner who dont pays attention in class. :p
There's one last test tmr. Sherwin(our trainer) released the results today and i scored 98marks. Hahahahaha, I copied almost like 1/4 of the paper. wroops ~
Training days are really superb slack, and i think when i go on board. Im sure t dieeeeeeeeeeeee !!!! surely peng san one laaaa!
Mj sessions over the weekends :D its like becoming so mucha of my standard procedure alrdy heh. & i gotta kick the habit soon cos my fav friends are complaining so much of their unhappiness due t the lack of my company ( i know you all need me and love me =x)
heheh. dont puke :D
i think im gonna get hook onto baby soon.

There was a day that i felt very lonely, i heard those hangouts, i learn bout those outings. thinking throu the past when i got happy moments with the rest. Hanging out almost each day with yall, but when i came t know how happy you are living w/o me but with the rest. There was this overwhelming ache i felt in my heart. idk how it happen and i dont recall doing anything t make the quarrel between yall happened. I dint said any t cause the quarrel. When i recall, the heartache pierced like a sharp needle when its soft poking throu but the impact was great enough t kill. I wasnt a bad girl, i dint said anything. it was a hard lesson taught,but i learn, at least not t participate in others stuff even when it comes. i know it well, from that very moment on, we would just be know as acquaintance.