
love's grandfather passed away on the 17th. His brain pronounced dead. Quite sad when i see all of them rushed to and fro the hospital and home. I wasnt allowed t follow as they say that the hospital is very dirty etc, not good for me. I stayed home waiting alone, with MISS NO GOOD companied. Funny things and phrases suddenly seem not funny, maybe becos i was also kinda emotionally affected. After all, they are my family alrd. Off day was ytd, and they left home uber early t the hospital t collect ah gong's body t prepare for the wake. I was told t be home-d until they called. When all's ready then im allowed t enter the wake. & seriously, idk why i dont mind the pan-dang cos its like a family and i believe very much love's family do care for me so much that they will want the best for me even in this situation. Plus my uber strong lil boy:D No one t cover the shift for me today thus i have t go for work, till 4pm. Working alone :( kinda feeling very tired. Grrrrrrr! Dint really sleep well last night cos love wanna stay at the wake with jian. Haha, i think im like one kinda ........ throwing tantrums, so hissy towards love. I just wanna him back home with me, dont wanna sleep alone. But, used so mucha t it, i dint manage dragging him back with me. lol --''
R.I.P gong gongah lu called t say bout the application for the new flats in yishun, i think im quite interested in that, i gonna drag love down prolly next week after the wake t enquire more, im afraid he might not be able for any leave when he go back t work. Im gonna for my scan in 5 days. VERY EXCITED INDEED :D