There are really many things that i wanna rant about in this entry of mine, having many thous and emotions inside of me. My stupid com broke down last night and i wasnt able to complain what i felt, the words formed automatically inside my brain
maybe cos i was upset and fustrated ytd. lol, but now when i wanna recap on what was i to say ? I FORGOT! wtf. thinking about it, i really realised how much i couldnt act like last time. i couldnt dash outta the house when im feeling unhappy, i couldnt act so recklessly like the past. Its really different for now, whenever i turn to look at ashton its just soooo mucha i wanna give him, so mucha i wanna be with him. I think thats how it explains "mommy is the best human being brought t earth" sighs, its still soooo much i need to learn, soooo much i need to endure.
bright side, i needa look !!! i know that quarrels are inevitable, its a procedure that we have to go throu tgt. everything's changed! even the quarrels doesnt corresponds. To conclude, i just feel so not stella, and its a lil bothering, maybe cos i yet to adapt all as a whole. lol


多少次我忍住胸口的泪水
只是为了告诉我自己
我不在乎 :(