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same game; diff rules
Recollecting
I learnt as I bleed.
Nothing is easy becos
you're my bad habit;
i couldn't bear kicking
爱让我们流多少眼泪?
:(
Friday, June 12, 2009, 11:22 AM
sometimes i feel like a bad mother, whenever ashton throws his tantrams and doesnt wanna sleep i will get really fustrated when i dint managed t coax him t bed for a freaking 6-8 hours. thinking back, i really need t apply endurance here! :( feeling very sad when i think back how i vent my fustrations cos im really really really tired. i mean REALLY !!! when i wake up after resting for 3 hours, i cant help but t feel bad, real bad!!! sighs. The last few days was bad, but im learning. mom and mother-in-law suggested that i should start putting ashton in infant care from the start of next month so that i could at least have some rest for a few days before i get my ass back t work, but im sooo reluctant t do so !!!! love woke up with me ytd t help t coax ashton and not so bad cos he managed t do so, then we had quite a long talk and im happy that i managed t talk some things out. i hope things will work out well slowly. I seriously need an ample rest ! if not, i can picture myself collasping straight ! hahaha