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same game; diff rules
Recollecting
I learnt as I bleed.
Nothing is easy becos
you're my bad habit;
i couldn't bear kicking
爱让我们流多少眼泪?
pathetic state
Thursday, June 4, 2009, 9:49 AM
looking outta window took me 2 hours thinking and thinking. tears accompanied my silence, flowing continuously had drained me mentally. i wanna stay outta of these matters cos its making me really tired. i have no time for it, ashton has really eat most of my time. i need some space t rest! breathing seems so hard for me now. idk why??? im turning mute soon, cos ive realised that maybe somehow, i talked t mucha. i concluded that if i cant change anything, then i shall change myself. If i cant take hold and improve anything, i shall improve myself. baby, its sooo hard t try, but its even harder t stand strong:( i shall just act like a mummer. maybe ive been saying tooo much. i should have see this day coming ~ soon, i think im breaking now. i needa find the self i'd lost, i dont enjoy feeling weak and pathetic. hahaaa im gonna stay reserve & reflective for moments. GOOD LUCK!