sent ashton t infant as early as every morning. so tired. slept less than 10 hours for the past 2 days. This time round not becos of ashton but its becos of myself cos im toooo into my korean drama. I like the storyline, its much diff from those love stories that we see almost in every one. This features betrayal due t legacy and inheritance. Abandon etc, its just very nice thou.lol, im so eager t watch poker king right away and idk why. HAHAHA, just like and enjoys t watch this kinda gambling show somemore got louis koo. ok, LAME excuse. Argh, pretty bored but if jiejie dont wanna go then i shall cont watching my drama series. Sometimes, i just feel and think why life has t be so contradicting? i know and understand that not all things goes your way but it always seems like the fact is you have t really be strong, not just strong but is really in order t survive. & idk why i got so agitated and started blamed the one who invented money in the world, but on the other hand there's so mucha t thanks him. Many tried so hard pulling throu hard times and some have so much but dont knows how t treasure, dont understands what's precious and what's lost might nvr come back. Aiya, idk why im tryna explain this ridiculous topic but the feeling of watching the korean drama just lead me here & of cos some matters which makes me feel this way too. Isnt any way t survive w/o money. Sighs, im so worried for yall. Pls no matter what you must not do anything silly, live goes on and after those F. hard times, the rain will still shine. I love yall more than anything. Stand strong, nothing is easy in life as this will allow people t learn and grow cos humans have this F bad habit t take easy things for granted. OK, dear just went prawning which means i will have nice prawns later :) 21st birthday is coming but why imma feeling soooooooooo down ? yawns.